i'm thinking here

are you jealous of me
because of what you see
do you wish you were me
are you really feeling this way

do you envy me
are you not with me
did you not see how this will be
you're not with me
no need to be this way

I'm here for me not for you
understand that we'll never be
reason to be apart
befriended from afar
realize that we were never meant to be

one day it'll be for you
till then don't be jealous of me
I'm here for me         

                                   

pendaftaran was mencabar

today, aq pegi pendaftaran new semester..huhuhu.. aq gerak sendiri kowt.. naek train... huhu.. ayah xbleyh hanta lah pulak.. biasalahh.. keje.. hurm today was nothing special.. but seronok sebab everything is going so well.. aq dapat hostel.. yuran alhamdulillah.. dapat disettlekan... thanks to ayah and umie.. korek jugak duet untuk anakanda.. jasa mereka tidak terbalas..nevermind.. i'm going to study and with my ijazah i'll pay of your susah payah for me dis while.. i promised umi ayah.. :) hurm xsaba nk start new semester but takot jgk.. yelahh.. we didnt know what is coming after dis.. is it good or bad we didnt know right?? hurm.. xpewlah.. skg nie kne menanti lg seminggu umtuk klas start... huh.. so aq skg di rumah bleyh lah lepak2 lg di cribs aq di rawang nie.. huhu.. skg keadaan aq sgt letih.. sebab seharian ulang alik dr kaunter ke kauter.. huh.. letih2..

i dont mean to hurt you

sorry if i was wrong..
sorry if i was pushing u away..
sorry if i was sellfish...
sorry if my note hurts you..
sorry if my note give you allergy..
sorry if i was not a good friend..
sorry if i was not your friend anymore..
sorry...

i know one day u think i was a jerk.. okeyy

kazen yg meninggi diri..

i was busy with my nightclub city.. (one of the game in the facebook) . suddenly, my game tersekat2.. and stuck sekejap.. hurmm rupe2nye.. ade bdk nie buzz aq kat im.. okey lahh.. layan jewlahh.. sebab kazen en.. so, starting conversation dye agak sihat lahh pada mulanyew.." he said like miss u lah kak ida.. bla bla bla... aq pon respon baek jewlahh... then he started to ask me something.. i dont know whether tujuan dye tanyer tue nk show off ker or he just being so excited of it.. i dont know lah kan.. soalan dye "kak ida.. kakak kita nnt after diploma nak fly to london.. xjeles ker??? " and i was.. huh?? durrhhh.. dis kid is really started annoyed me.. then i answered.." owhh really.. owhh biase r tuh.. then xsempat nk ckp laen..he asked me lahh.. xde plan nk smbung study kat luar negara lah apewlah.. bla bla bla.. hurm then i just answered if pointer bgus insyallahh...then guess what??? tbe2 budak yg bru puberty nie pon ckp.. minx2 r pointer xbgus...and i was like.. wowowo.. kaw dh knp budak.. then aq still saba..aq ckp blik.. alahh klw fly tapi pointer xbgus pon xgne.. then he was say sorry becoz of kacaw-ing.. then aq ckp lah blik, sdar xpe.. haaa.. lpas itu budak itu trus berubah menjadi rakus dan nk berubah mnjadi naga lah konon.. he was like very kurang ajar.. aiyoo.. aq pon pew lg.. maki dye blik r..dhla.. borak ngun kaw cam tah hape2.. nmpak sgt kaw nk show off dgn kehebatan yg org laen punye bukan kaw punye.. sedar diri lah weyh.. i know how was like to be susah and senang kembali.. dan kaw??? aq rse xpnah... klw penah pon.. kaw xpnah sdar pon.. becoz i know.. =D and i will pegang kata2 kaw wahai sepupu.. i will get great grades and if god will i will fly to other country to further my study..and alhamdulillahh.. dis sem aq pon grade boleyh tahan r.. xde r lame cam kan.. xpewlahh.. aq just take all the shit and pretend dat it was u.. kiikikikik.. i still love you...kazen

p/s.. pretend like nothing happened.. lalalalalla i just wasting my time if fikir about u.. u are so lame =)

salah kew klw kredit habis.. =(

before this i always called you.. but did you ever take notice about my credit..??

before this i always text you.. but did you ever take notice about my credit..???

before this i always waste my credit to you.. but did you ever take notice about my credit..???

now, i'm  not currently called you becoz i dont wanna be very disturbing...and why are you mad about my credit??

now, i'm not currently text you becoz i dont wanna disturb you with my text..i know u may not like it.. becoz you said so.. but why are you mad about my fon credit???

now, i not currently wasting my fon credit to u.. becoz i believe that you will be ok... but why are you mad about my fon credit??? 

i'm sorry.. =( 

xsengaja kredit fon i habis..

i'm not using bill.. 

sorry....

for you or you or you??

lately, i'm struggling for a perfect scene,
   so, i can get through dis life with so clear and clean,
i should care what people cared..
   but are those people cared about what i cared...??
i ask myself if is it right to pretend dat i was like others..?
   so then i answered by myself, i have too! for not making me feel more worst..
i never want to make dis shit!
  but becoz of you, i have too, otherwise you'll pissed..
i'm not like others..
  so pleased dont think u know me like you are my brother..
i'm begging for some sympathy,
   but you only give me some of your lies..
i never had a perfect life scene like yours babe..
  but i know u  pretend dat everything is easy and you are so late...

my pre registrtion turns sucks!

aq bengang btol.. aq bgun dgn semangat hari nie nak pegi buat pre-registration subjek.. (bru nk buat sebab xreti nk buat) aq siap2 and trus drive to cc(cyber cafe).. aq pon start r buat cam biase.. aq buat mcm kawan aq ajar.. hurmm lps tue, sebelum aq print, aq view lah mcm ner rupenye.. tapi ble aq tgk, subjek2 aq xkeluar.. knp???? knp???? knp???? argghh.. aq sgt rsu skg.. hurm so without wasting more time.. aq kol lah pihak kptm nk tnyer.. jap lg.. diorg ckp apew.. patotnyer.. time dah dapat result tue.. trus submit and print.. klw x mst ade problem mcm skg nie.. semua harapan aq runtuh! huhuhu.. mcm mner nie.. dis monday dah kne g daftar.. and klw aq xprint.. mmg habis lah aq.. hurmm =( ohh god.. habis rsu dh nie.. hurmm

Sing sang for awhile.. huhu...

sebenarnye.. nowadays, aq cam sangap nk berkaraoke..hurm tapi xde duet..tbe2 hari nie.. eyla ajak kuar.. sebab bob ajak jumpe.. so eyla dtg amik aq dekat rumah..fikry pon ade..haa.. si fikry nie kawan aq yg sgt suke menyanyi..bg aq,berita paling latest plus hot dan sensasi untuk dye bru2 nie, sebab dye dh berjaya masuk tv show yg agak meletop kat astro tue.. -JANGAN LUPA LIRIK- haha... haa.. dh, cukop!.. cukop situ jew aq cte pasal dye.. sambung blik pasal tadi. so kitorg pon gerak lah ke tempat plg best kat selayang.. (SELAYANG MALL) huhu.. kitorg pon xthu nk wtpe.. sambil2 tggu bob tue.. kitorg pusing2 jewlah kat dlam mall tue.. tempat tue dh laen.. dh mkin besar.. tapi xbnyak bnd yg menarik ponn.. aq rse yg pling menarik kat sne.. ble fiq pkai sayap pari2 mase dekat living cabin.. ahhahaha.. gmbar dye aq xamik pulak.. huhu..ble bob dh sampai kitorg pon g lah lpak2 kat food court.. huhu.. setelah sekian lamer.. aq dh mula merasekan niat untuk berkaraoke semakin membuak2.. huhu..dlm hati aq keep on hoping dat diorg pegi karaoke... heheheheh... at last, afte finished our food.. kitorg sume setuju nk berkaraoke.. huhu.. dapat jgk nyanyi tadi! release r jgk kebuhsanan aq nie... huhuhu thanks to eyla, fikry, and bob.. owhh xlupa ehsan and diddy, eventhough diorg dtg tgk kejap jew.. uhuhuh

sembunyi sleeq.. =')

Jangan engkau rasakan ku tak sayangimu lagi
Aku yang sembunyi..aku yang merayu
Pabila kau pergi kutetap di sini
Ku tambah curiga...kuterus bertanya

Masihkah kau ingat perjanjian kita
Jika tidak jika kau lupa hanya tinggal lagu

Korus
Sunyi, sepi, cinta
Aku sembunyi dari kamu

Setelah cinta kita tiada batasnya
Untukku menyayangi lagi
tapi tak pernah kucuba
percayalah kau tetapnya pertama dihatiku
kau biar ditiada jalan keluar bagiku

Sunyi, sepi, cinta
Aku sembunyi dari kamu

Kan kusudah pesan
kau ja ja ja jangan sampai terlambat
sampai terlambat

Kan kusudah pesan
kau ja ja ja jangan sampai terlewat
kini terlewat..kau seorangan

Pasti diam diri menolak apa yang diberi
Mungkin pesanan ini akan kau menolak tepi

Tapi ku yakin kau takkan bertahan
Tak apa kerna akhirnya kau akan sedar bahawa
Sejak kita pergi hingga hari ini
Tak pernah kembali
Jadi kau tak perlu tunggu lagi
Tak perlu tunggu lagi

Kalau kau dalam situasi ini juga nyanyi bersama

Ohh ohhh ohhh

Nyanyikan...

Ohh ohhh ohhh

Sunyi, sepi, cinta
Aku sembunyi dari kamu

Ohhhh....

Obessed!!

huhu.. tadi mse nguh tggu umie ( my mom ) habis fb-ing..aq belek2 r channel mne thu ade cte best kew.. suddenly, huh! obsessed! aq pon trus senyap kat kerusi malas aq tuh.. and tgk cte tue sorunk2 dgn sgt concentrate.. mase nguh tgk movie nie.. aq cm rse aq kat dlm cerita tue pulak.. huh.. it was about ade pompuan psycho nie gle dekat laki si beyonce tuh.. huh.. sampai beyonce nyer marriage hampir retak..tapi nseb bek everything was going into place slowly..huhu.. time plg best... mase gurl's fight between beyonce with that b****.. time tuh aq nguh rilek2 baring trus bgun and kembali ker position duduk.. huhu.. aq rse mcm nk bergaduh jgk jew.. huhuhu.. nseb bek movie jew.. huhu.. eventhough cter lame.. tapi this was my first time watched this movie.. best2!!.. =D