all this time i was so being the jaga hati punye orang.. maklumlahh xnk ade yg tersinggung.. well.. lately, there is so many people that i have met.. i have known.. yang sensitive.. baek yang perempuan.. baek lah yang lelaki.. semua nye sama je.. at first, i just dont mind to be in this condition.. lama2.. bila bnd nie kita rasa diri dh di-advantage-kan memang lahh terasa diri ini mcm noob je sebab asik ikut bontot2 besar tu je.. entry nie bukan nk ckp pasal bontot2 mereka.. tapi kadang2 manusia xpenah sedar selagi xdisedarkan.. nk kne pukul bontot tu baru nk bergerak buat kerja.. haa mcm tu lahh.. haish.. hurm skg nie.. aq tersgtlahh buntu.. mak ayah xske aq tggl kat rumah sewa yg aq bakal duduki lagi dlm beberapa hari nie.. adelah sebab2 nye.. actually aq mmg xberminat pon duduk situ.. sebelom nie setuju pon sebab budak2 rumah tue xde transport. memandangkan aq je yg ade transport xsmpai hati lah aq nk cabut dr situ.. tapi parents have their guts to save my life.. and they all pon mmg xberminat dgn condition rumah sewa tu.. so, i have been told that i have to move into my cousin's house. dekat2 ngun area kolej jgk.. memandangkan parents aq mmg lah xbersetuju lansung so i have too move no matter what. full stop. that's it.. and this is was my fault. patotnye.. aq kne bincang dulu ngun diorg kat mne aq tggl dgn sape.. mcm mne keadaan dye.. but i was not. so this is a lesson for me to started think wisely.. bukan nk fikir hati org laen je.. how bout my self?? am i happy?? and thank god.. my mom realize that how was my act when she started to ask about the rumah sewa.. yeahhhh!! my face is not in excited mood at all... -__-
sorry lah guys.. after this i have to tell you that i have to move.. i can't live with you guys.. i need some space.. and i think this is for my own good.. everybody has their way to feel comfortable to move on and make things change.. and with moving into my cousin's house.. i will be in more independent.. i hope i can tell them with jayanya.. :)
this is shows how i felt and how i really wanted to tell:
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