Friday, May 20, 2011

penghulu segala hari.. :)

you guys must know.. today is jumaat.. penghulu segala hari.. bnyak kebaikan taw hari jumaat nie..i just wanna share something today.. i'm was interested in learning our Prophets history.. and i found this.. so why dont we together read it and we might learn something from here.. its just not a very long article pon.. and xrugi kita bace kejap.. :)
Imam Al-Ghazzali berkata bahawa Nabi s.a.w. bersabda yang bermaksud "sebaik-baik hari yang terbit padanya matahari adalah hari Jumaat.Pada hari itu dijadikan Adam a.s. dan pada hari Jumaatlah terjadinya kiamat."

"Sesungguhnya hari Jumaat adalah penghulu segala hari dan semulia-mulia hari di sisi Allah."
Imam Al-Ghazzali menambah bahawa Kaab Al-Ahbar (seorang tabien dan ulama yahudi yang memeluk Agama Islam pd zaman Saiyidina Abu Bakar) berkata burung-burung dan haiwan apabila bertemu satu sama lain pada hari Jumaat mengucapkan "Selamat, selamat hari yang baik".Imam Al-Ghazzali juga berkata malam Jumaat mempunyai banyak kelebihan dan disunnahkan pd mereka yg mempunyai isteri bersatu pd malam itu.


Doa Antara Dua Khutbah

Kebanyakan ulama berpendapat waktunya adalah antara dua khutbah, iaitu pd saat imam sedang duduk setelah khutbah pertama sebelum beliau bangun utuk khutbah kedua. Saat inilah saat yang paling dimustajabkan doa.


Sedekah Pada Hari Jumaat
Bersedekah membawa pahala yang besar. Ia menjauhkan bala, menjauhkan penyakit dan mendekatkan diri kepada Allah. Apalagi jika dilakukan pada hari Jumaat.

Mati Pada Malam Jumaat
Hadis nabi "Tidak seorang muslim yg mati pada hari Jumaat atau pada malam Jumaat kecuali diselamatkan Allah daripada fitnah kubur".

Kelebihan Menunaikan Sembahyang Jumaat
Nabi bersabda 
1) "Barangsiapa yg dapat menunaikan sembahyang Jumaat maka baginya disisi Allah pahala seratus orang yg mati syahid
2)Dan barangsiapa meninggalkan sembahyang Jumaat sebanyak 3 kali tanpa darurat, maka Allah akan mengecap hatinya".

Ibadah pada hari Jumaat.
1)Pejalan ke masjid - adalah sunnah mengambil jln yg jauh tetapi apabila pulang sunnah ambil jln yang dekat - Imam Al-Ghazzali.
2)Sabda nabi "Banyakkanlah berselawat ke atasku pd hari Jumaat kerana sesungguhnya ia adalah hari saksi (hari Jumaat) disaksikan oleh para malaikat.
2)Mandi dan Pakaian
Sunnah pada hari Jumaat memakai pakaian yang bersih, baru dan berwarna putih.Memotong Kuku. Ibn Masud berkata "Mereka yg memotong kuku pd hari Jumaat, Allah akan sembuhkan dia dari segala penyakit dan berikannya keselamatan."
i also sempat tukar lgu blog nie dgn lagu maher zain.. hehehe..bg lebih mood keagaaman sikit... hehe :) enjoy..

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

we just create a new memories at ulu yam again.. huhu :)


huhu what can i say.. a day at ulu yam today is not disappointing.. :) we have a great time together.. cant deny.. huhu.. mmg berbaloi bertolak pagi2 tadi.. hmm.. we have started our mandi manda.. with nasi lemak.. huii.. xigt... nk berenang tapi bedal a heavy meal dulu.. hahah.. ala.. lantak lahh.. dh lapa okay... huhu.. xleh nk ckp ape lahh.. kitorg memang layan air terjun paling deras kat ulu yam tue.. huhu.. and paling best.. kitorg je yg ade kat ulu yam tadi.. hahah.. mane org laen?? mane??? hahah hari org kerja kan.. mmg xde org lahh.. huhu.. and here it is.. a couple of pictures dat we've snap bagai nk rak.. hurm bnyak lagi.. tapi kat camera2 org laen...
 mereka
fly high :D

i just get up so early.. that's crazy.. because of nk g mnd manda.. :)

i'm going to ulu yams today.. about pukol 7 aq dh kne amik kawan2 aq yg setia menanti kat umah2 diorg.. huhu.. sumpahh mengantuk.. and sumpah nie keje gle... semalam ujan.. ade org ckp.. klw hari sebelom nye ujan.. xelok mnd sungai.. sebab air pasang.. hmm btol ke? huhu.. so i must be careful today.. igtlah org yg tersayang.. hahah.. hurm knp aq merungut semacam je.. huhu sebab xpenah buat mcm nie.. hehehe dis is the first experience.. aq travel g mnd2 sambil bbq ngun kawan2 with independent guidance from all by myself.. cehh.. gle first time en.. yelahh.. my parents is not that kind yg very lepas je anak2 dye pegi mne2 tempat mengarut.. huhu.. hurm haa.. msti macam pelik en.. dah thu air pasang pagi2 buta nie.. nape nk pegi jgk pagi2 mcm nie.. why dont just pegi ptg? this is because..one of our frend tue..start masul keje dlm pukul 3.. and because of we dont want to miss any frend..so we have to go there early.. hurm.. ok lahh.. i cannot take any time longer to write this entry.. got lot of work to do after this..i better get hurry.. otherwise.. i am so late... mood : sleepy -_-

Saturday, May 14, 2011

lovely creature :)


tgk ape tue.. sudah2 la eyda..huhu
lately, i currently watching videos in youtube..and my favorite video genre  is.. KITTENS!, CATS! HEHEHE :D.. i loveeee cats very much.. since i was little kid..  i'm passionated with them.. heheh.. i will take any stray cats dat i found and bring back home together with me.. :D hehe.. even if my parents would say no.. but i will begging to them so i can have that cats to stay with us.. yeahh.. its hard to see that little cute tiny furry adorable face.. i wouldn't let them starving all alone in the dark outside there.. with the anjing kurap yg garang2..what if.. they do not find any food.. they will go through all night with empty tummy.. hurmm :'( i just dont want let them to be outside there alone.. they might catch a cold.. since that.. my parents know very much about me.. that i'm so in love with this creature.. :) well.. the time was running so fast.. and i'm a grown up now.. not really an adult.. but a teenager.. as long as i can think as a grown up.. huhu.. and i do not think about those unlogical issues about cats that i just made by myself.. i know they are an independent animal.. they can survive with no food in one or two days.. and they know how to seeking their own breakfast,lunch, and dinner.. and penah dgr kan.. yg kucing ade brape nyawa tah.. 3? 9? huhu xthu lah.. tapi more than one :) and lastly, i know they never kesejukan bila malam.. dye have fur.. hehe.. hurm but i know.. this animal is one of the incredible animal..(semua makhluk ciptaan Tuhan ade keistimewaan) but cats is more than that i know.. :) they have everything.. feelings.. intelligence.. funny.. brave.. fierce... lovely.. cute.. naughty.. playful.. and macam2 lah.. huhu.. bnyak lah nk describe kucing nie.. huhu yeahh but for sure.. dont messing around with their poops.. its stink.. also their pees..hehe.. klw diorg terlepas kat mne2 dlam rumah.. huhu kes berat jgk tuh.. bau dye pon susah nk hilang taw.. huhu.. yeahh its crazy.. huhu but what to do.. they are also like us.. having digestion.. klw dh xtahan nk wat mcm mne.. huhu.. kita yg bela dye.. kne lah bersihkan.. jgn marah2 dye pulak.. cubit tinge dye sikit boleh.. hehe.. hurm here is some of the videos that i currently adored so much.. hehe 

this cat steel things from you.. how clever..


this tiny scotish fold is absolutely adorable :)

this one.. really knows how to play with you :)

Thursday, May 12, 2011

show some emotions like an emoticon


i don't know lately..yeahh i can see that people nowadays is having so much stresses..some of them.. screaming.. crying.. throwing things.. and other stuff too..hmm expressing their emotions in their own way.. and what is more in the trend right now.. is expressing it with facebook.. twitter.. and other social net working... yeahh i can see that.. it could reduce a bit of your stresses with sharing your emotions to the public.. i'm also have done like that before.. and i know.. i will do it again.. haha..well.. its good feeling to have people around you that LIKE-ing your status.. replying comment at your status ... and you will feel that you've been concerned by people.. moreover, u also will feel much better than before right..? hehe and actually,that's one of how to reduce your stresses.. by sharing with others.. :)  (I've learnerd in human resource).. but what is keep annoying me is.. the one who is expressing emotions, that are involving with judging people around.. fight back to back from their own status.. and bak kata orang.. sound depan2 r.. haha.. tapi dlm status fb je pon..huhu.. yelahh.. we as a social networking user also tertnye2, walaupon kita tdk terlibat.. ''dgn siapa minah nie bising2.?''or ''apehal doee status mamat nie nk mengamuk je hari2?'' hmm and u can see more other types of manner.. even we are not involve in those scary status.. but you also one of the reader will feel like stress out kan..huhu.. kita join social net working nie.. untuk hilangkan borink.. untuk.. berSoSiAl..but.. reading those status yg serabut2 nk marah hari2..and jatuh2 kan org je.. xbest sungguh..  huhu..bersosial.. so having party lah babe.. chilling is more the best way to do..huhu have fun.. ceria2 kan profile anda.. tulis bnd2 yg berfaedah.. if you guys nk bg org2 tue terasa.. ade cara laen.. u  dont want people to see you acting like some kind of a weird grumpy dumba** kan.. huhu.. your stress making me stress either.. so pleased.. be nice.. cooperate with each other with lots of laughter and happy thoughts. dont ruined friendship.. (i always used this for motivate myself too).. huhu what to do.. we are human.. :)

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

xske bnd yg geli :(

ok i'm updating what happen yesterday's evening .. after i finished my first final paper.. i have decided to go lunch  with him.. yeahh at first, everything is going so well.. while we are heading to seeking our lunch place.. i was so shocked noticing something is dead in my car..! eeeuwww... cicak weyh!! i dont know where the hell that thing came from.. dye boleh baekkk mati kat tgh2 kat carpet seat blakang nuhh!..aq dh la mmg xske and geli yg amat lah bnd2 mcm nie.. so i quickly tell him that, a cicak mati kat blakang.. and guess what.. dye bukan nk g buangkan.. dye lagi takot2 kan aq.. he bluffing me that the cicak is still alive.. and ran towards under my seat.. i was so terribly scared and almost cried out loud.. but tahan je.. :(  finally, bila dh sampi kat tmpat mkn.. before we out from the car.. i'll make sure that he buangkan that natang... tapi dye xbuanggg :( he was like put that thing in front of my face.. and refused to buang until i open my eyes to see it.. :( geli gle... uurghhh.. so last skali dye pon buang jgk,. tapi lame lah jgk dye pegi hadap bnd tue kat muka aq..hmm huhu..what can i do.. i am animals lover.. but not those kind of animal.. its really disgusting.. and you sayang.. awak dh knp?awak mmg xbaek taw..eee.. huhu.. but you sure give a lot of happy face today.. <3

Sunday, May 8, 2011

for tomorrow.. :)

buku pon dh lunyai je.. hadey..
my cat also dh bosan tggu.. heheh but he is da best cat ever.. he'll wait until i'm done..  :D

ok tomorrow is my first final paper.. what paper? organizational behavior.. huhu.. is it hard or is it too easy? can't tell.. only tomorrow we know how hard or easy it is.. huhu.. i hope its not too hard.. and i hope i can do well for tomorrow.. yeahh.. that's right..hmm.. i just update my facebook status..
hehe.. what can i say.. i'm not a dean list student or some kind of freaking nerdy student that is very talented in studies.. but i will try my best to perform for tomorrow.. not perform like a ROCKSTARs..
yeahh you know what i mean right..so.. i thought it would be nice to pretending that you are doing well scoring that paper and kill it! yeahh.. no matter how sucks,how lame how worst are you in answering that paper.. just smile! and walk back home with happy thoughts.. hehehe.. why i'm saying like this.. because.. nothing can change your fate or other words is your destiny.. other than yourself.. :) if you really put so much effort on something.. working on it really hard.. then you will receive the payback.. i mean good payback right? but if you are not put any seriously effort towards something that you do.. then, you might will receive less than anything.. yeahh.. i know, sometime there are some type of brain that if you are not study hard pon, boleh score dgn cemerlang.. this type of people is so fortunately in good luck condition.. hehe.. yeahh.. but less fortunate like me.. i have to study hard.. i dont have that type of superbrain.. i biase2 je.. huhu.. but i know.. semua kejadian dijadikan olehNya semua dh elok2 belaka.. and mst ade hikmah disebaliknya.. hehe.. so.. the morale of the story is.. sebanyak mne usaha kita.. sebayak tue lah hasil yg kita dapat..and if we are fail today.. its not we are failing 4 forever.. :)

Saturday, May 7, 2011

i'm bored of being bored..

berkat tolong ibu buat roti jala.. :)




just now i was helping my mom with making the roti jala.. ulalala.. huhu hurm yeahh its almost subuh right? but what to do.. this is her current job now.. other than being a housewife she also received peoples order.. Alhamdulillah.. i think for this moment.. she's currently making a lot of profit from making people's tummy happy.. yeahhh she loves to cook.. and she really good at it.. almost all of the people that has taste her food will said anything that is positive.. like.. "sedapnye kak maz".. "kak maz buat ker? mcm mne kak maz buat.. sedap sungguh".. "hurm next time order.. sye order ngun kak maz lagi yer" haaa.. lebih kurg lah mcm nie.. heheehe.. seeing people happy, hearing people satisfied.. is most important to her right now.. it is because she really take care of her quality of food.. from the hygienes, the taste of the food.. she cares everything lah.. huhu she will make sure and always worried about them.. i love you umie.. Selamat Hari Ibu.. :) hm while i was busy helping her to do with the lipat2 the roti jala thing.. huhu.. i early still get myself online at my fb.. hehehe.. but then coincidently, my classmate was on chat with me.. and she has giving me some sort of good news.. huhu.. one of it, is.. she told me that i have got the highest carry mark.. for subject selling.. huhu thank god.. syukur Alhamdulillah.. perhaps berkat doa ibubapa and usaha..49/50. ..huhu. and other good news too.. huhu.. but i'm so glad that hearing from her also.. that our lecturer's said that we could get through this final with flying colors if we put more effort than previous.. hurm.. moga2.. begitulahh.. Amiinn.. hurm i'm so happy... sempena Hari ibu nie.. berkat tolong ibu itu sgt lah nmpk.. huhu.. insyaAllah.. ok eyda.. jgn bersenang lenang je okayy.. study lahh lg bersungguh2.. nie semua semangat untuk awak.. hehee and xlupa jge.. untuk rakan seperjuangan.. wish us all the good luck.. we can do this :)

bila saya nk menabung dgn bersungguh2 nie?

ouh well.. well.. i love money.. 


final dh sgt2 lah dekat.. so i was khusyuk studying.. tgh2 hafal note.. a text from him said that he was counting his duet syiling.. awwhh.. :) cakap pasal menabung.. aq nie bila lagi nk menabung dgn bersungguh2..? :( hurm.. duet dlm bank sgt lah xbnyak.. asik bnyk drawing dr mendeposit kan duet je.. huhu.. tbe2 je.. terfikirkan pasal future..org kata menabung tue amalan mulia.. membazir tue amalan syaiton.. astaghfirullahalazim.. eyda.. baek kaw menabung.. hurm yes. i did! ade je.. tapi baru je satu balang tabung... hurm klw boleh nk bnyak2 lg.. hurm so bila lg nk tambah tabung? hurm ok lahh starting from now.. eyda you must strict! simpan duet plz.. tamau belanja2 sgt.. belanja ape yg perlu okey.. igt pesan org2 yg tersayang.. simpan duet! hukhuk




Thursday, May 5, 2011

pergi dan balik

at tol sg. besi.. bnyak kereta.. fuuh..



 finally arrived at bangi.. woot. woot..

ok... harini pegi settlekan hutang Ah Long...huh (kolej aq tue lebih kurang ah long r tuh.. sebab xleh nk bayar lambat sikit jap lg mcm2 kompaun dye bg) so, sebelum final nie.. kne r g settlekan.. ALhamdulillah.. i am rushing my ass like crazy dari rawang ke bangi.. untuk mengejar masa.. first g bank BSN.. then nk g Kolej pulak.. pergh.. igt kan aq sorg je yg lambat last2 minit nie.. rupa2 nye.. ramai lg.. huhu.. naseb baek.. huhu.. tanpa melengah2kan masa, bila semua dh settle.. aq trus beredar lah dr situ.. malas nk tggu lama2 kat sne.. my home sweet home is waiting for me.. huhuhu skg.. kne study pulak for this final.. zzzzZZZzz.. -_-'' ooppss.. tertdo pulak..

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

:)

since today is Wednesday.. so we have decided to watch movie together.. what movie? nie haa..


a romantic movie.. hehe.. its about a guy.. yg very hardworking on his own business that selling Viagra.. and success.. he has very seductive life.. laid in the bed with any girl he want..but suddenly.. a gurl appeared and change his life.. but unfortunately..  this gurl is suffering from a disease Parkinson on stage 1.. and the best part is.. the guy at last knows that no matter what this gurl is sick in to.. she is the one that he really wants to be with.. and that is really sweet.. hehe thanks sayang.. sebab spend time ngun saya arini.. i have so much fun with you today.. p/s muustard.. hehe 

tgk tue muka dye.. hehe.. love you

hmm ptg tue pulak..awak sye sorg lg nie.. ajak pegi makan pulak.. huhu thanks awak.. sebab blanja sye makan tadi.. hehe.. and i'm really happy for you.. seeing you happy with the Mr. Specky.. is show me the worth for starting a new life.. and forget all the past.. right awak? hehe


grateful to having you awak..

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

asik bnd yg sama.. jgn lah bosan



think positive..
forget the past..
move on..
try to make things better..
always make decision that pleased you..
always put smile in your face..
never look back..
give chances..
let go with the flow..
let the times tell..
always passionate when doing it..
dont easily said xksah.. (but i just said that)


Saturday, April 30, 2011

i cant help it to call you as an asshole! Haha

do you eat people???
because you do look like eating people.. 
i never stalk you.. but damn!.. you sure has a heart as a haters..! yes HATERs.. what can be more disgust other than that... ok... yelahh.. klw kaw dh kemaruk sgt nk reunion.. kaw post lah satu event.. and klw kaw rse hebad sgt.. kaw handle lahh event tu sorg2!..haha.. nie x.. ckp mcm org yg sempurna dlm serba serbi.. kaw boleh buat semua perkara ke?...hello!! aq xpernah mentioned pon nme kaw dlm status aq.. sebab knl kaw pon x.. rapat dgn kaw??? perghh jauhh lah babe.. i just want to hang out with my close member only.. wek.. XmALU!.. huhu.. and one more thing.. who is more gelabah..? knp mst nk emosi pasal bnd remeh nie.. kaw mmg dh xde bnd nk buat selain nk emosi en.. pastue nk tunjuk hebad.. post kat facebook dgn ckp2 yg penuh xmasuk akal?? .. you are just so lucky.. because kaw tue bajet cam artis.. ramai yg support ape je yg kaw ckp.. c'mon laa... sudah2 lah tue jadi pembenci... status kaw semua slame nie lnsung xde bnd yg menyelitkan kesempurnaan kaw.. lagi kaw jatuhkan org.. lagi lah menunjuk kan kaw nie.. ape pon xboleh.. tahu nk cri salah org je... pegi duduk satu tempat lpas tue pikir lahh.. dh brape ramai org yg kaw sakit kan hati  dgn oleh kerana disebabkan hati kaw yg emosi TERLAMPAU tue...haha.. try balaja kawal emosi kaw.. klw kaw perempuan boleh trima lg.. nie x.. lelaki.. mne kuat nye diri kaw tue.. selaen nk tunjuk kat status.. kaw pandai en.. boleh pikir sendiri.. peace.


Friday, April 29, 2011

bila kita je tahu perkara orang laen xthu..

ok... mggu depan aq dah start study week...huhu.. seminggu je.. lpas tue final exam akan muncul selepas susulan drpd study week tue.. pagi tadi.. aq paling last kluar drpd bilik 456. hurm.. trying to figure it out what is waiting for me today.. hurm.. tapi of course lah... today. lucky me.. i have date! heheh.. hurm yeahh.. dia lah yg tggu aq harini.. but unfortunately..i wasnt there exactly.. yup, i dont know how much he really whats me there.. pity him.. and what's wrong with me?? durhh.. tolong wake up eyda... he's nice guy.. jgn maen gila...but what can i do.. there's a lot of liars and lies other than truth out there.. i'm afraid.. i was so being protected towards my self.. alaa... why dont you just believe him eyda..?? i'm believing but anything could happen.. anything. -_-''
no body knows how far we in knowing each other now.. no body knows.. how deep and strong our love now.. but yeahh.. its suffering to keep it yourself in and handle it by your own.. but i know.. you are the best sayang.. <3 hurm.. i know.. how hurt are you for seeing those picture.. and i know now.. how much do you love me for sure.. there is no body else other than you sayang.. please stop make your eyes full in tears eventhough it doesnt fall though.. i always be here for you.. Right Here! okay sayang.. :') A.R i will put our relationship right on top okay.. and keep praying.. emm.. bila kita tahu perkara yg org laen xthu.. mmg susah nk just keep in yourself.. showing your emosions is the precious thing that i can believe in.. and that's shows you are being yourself.. :')



                                                                                          


Saturday, April 23, 2011

sahabat

to many of drama.. hurm i dont know how much i have spent my time with you.. i dont know how far do you know about me.. i dont know how long enough we have knowing each other..i dont know how sincere to you to me.. but i'm here.. i'm listening.. and you are here.. and you listening too... i dont know how long we can go far in this good relationship.. but i understand and i can see the truth.. thank you sahabat.. <3

laila safwan.. she is da best!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

may you listen

Listen 2 Ur Heart :

BREAKDOWN (JON YOUNG):
WHEN THANGS SEEM IMPOSSIBLE
U GOTTA REALIZE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE

SO
KEEP GRINDIN
LISTEN 2 U HEART
HOLD YASELF TOGETHER
DONT FALL APART


VERSE 1 (JON YOUNG):
been in the game 4 years
good times & plenty tears
i done seen it all
pure hate
to standin cheers

yea its a long road
anything worth sumthin iz
thought of quittin
yea i have
but i aint the type to quit

im from a region
that was over looked for too long
so my struggle's that much harder
thank im leavin
boy ya wrong

i gotta fanbase
and i aint even on a label
im pushin units
make bread right under the table

now what that tell ya
tha south aint even close to fihished
we got talent
and we grindso this aint eva endin

so all my potnas in tha O
if u tryna make it
jus keep grindin
cuz ours for the takin

VERSE 2 (J CASH):
You gotta listen to your heart if you got some.
Gotta give it all if you really want something.
Ya Cant hold back, gotta go full on.
And if ya fail then that dont make you a fool dogg.

It aint easy, believe me, I know you know me.
I came from nuttin to suttin and I keep growing.
Not just from flowing, but homie from my life too.
Make something of yourself, be a man, get it right dude.

The fast money, the cash money, it sound cool.
But where ya gonna go when you dont finish high school?
Now I aint trying say dont get your hustle on.
If you do, thats cool, but its a struggle dogg.

So make the smart choices, try to do what seems best.
This a test so live for you homie bump the rest.
Look out for number one, and when its hard to smile.
Remember all along the fight is always worth the while
BREAKDOWN (JON YOUNG):
WHEN THANGS SEEM IMPOSSIBLE
U GOTTA REALIZE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE

SO
KEEP GRINDIN
LISTEN 2 U HEART
HOLD YASELF TOGETHER
DONT FALL APART


VERSE 1 (JON YOUNG):
been in the game 4 years
good times & plenty tears
i done seen it all
pure hate
to standin cheers

yea its a long road
anything worth sumthin iz
thought of quittin
yea i have
but i aint the type to quit

im from a region
that was over looked for too long
so my struggle's that much harder
thank im leavin
boy ya wrong

i gotta fanbase
and i aint even on a label
im pushin units
make bread right under the table

now what that tell ya
tha south aint even close to fihished
we got talent
and we grindso this aint eva endin

so all my potnas in tha O
if u tryna make it
jus keep grindin
cuz ours for the takin

VERSE 2 (J CASH):
You gotta listen to your heart if you got some.
Gotta give it all if you really want something.
Ya Cant hold back, gotta go full on.
And if ya fail then that dont make you a fool dogg.

It aint easy, believe me, I know you know me.
I came from nuttin to suttin and I keep growing.
Not just from flowing, but homie from my life too.
Make something of yourself, be a man, get it right dude.

The fast money, the cash money, it sound cool.
But where ya gonna go when you dont finish high school?
Now I aint trying say dont get your hustle on.
If you do, thats cool, but its a struggle dogg.

So make the smart choices, try to do what seems best.
This a test so live for you homie bump the rest.
Look out for number one, and when its hard to smile.
Remember all along the fight is always worth the while

i dont know why.. this mean's a lot to me.. :(

Monday, April 11, 2011

Kawan biar Beribu. Cinta biar pada yang Satu.

org kata kawan biar beribu... bercinta biar pada yg satu..ok.. disini.. aq nk menekankan kepada kawan yg biar beribu tue.. hurm... to me...


A friend is just not someone
To whom you say "Hello"
A friend is a tender shoulder
On which to softly cry
A well to pour your troubles down
And raise your spirits high


A friend is a hand to pull you up


From darkness and despair...
When all your other "so called" friends
Have helped to put you there
 A true friend is an ally

Who can't be moved or bought


A voice to keep your name alive


When others have forgot But most of all a friend has a true heart

For from the hearts of friends
There comes the greatest love of all!So think about all this
For every word is true
And once again answer please...
How many friends have you?

hurm bila pikirkan balik.. dgn keadaan yg aq lalui baru2 nie.. perghhh.. boleh kira bhai.. berapa ketul je.. hurm.. susah doe nk cari org yg btol2 nk jadi kawan kita.. for sure.. i was not really into searching the person that we always called "BEST FRIEND" or another one is "TRUTH FRIENDS" hurm.. so there is no need to be so proud that you are have so manay friends dekat laman2 sosial tue.. tue sume duniawi.. just believe in yourself.. always refer everything tlo your family.. and the most important always grateful to Him for the blessed that you are have given a life to make so many friends.. dan sume bnd nie aq tgh buat.. untuk mengurangkan rasa kurang senang aq dengan org2 yg tertentu .. sorry lahh.. i need some space.. and time to think.. peace..


Sunday, April 3, 2011

buat makan Sikit2 tapi makanan terlebih2 pulak.alhamdulillah.. :)


udang galah yg besar lengan.. pergghh.. terangkat.. Qi razali mst nk cuba lah tgk bnd alah nie.. kikikik


macam2 ada... good food.. nice people.. and lots of gratitude... :)

thank you kak ti and kak muhaini for coming... sedap kan umie masak??? huhu.. today's dinner was awesome..! lots of variety food... dgn umie nye masakan lg.. korunk2 lak bawak sate.. pulut durian.. and mcm2 lah.. mmg terlebih2.. huhu.. well. dis is actually kenduri kecil-kecilan for our two ex-candidates SPM kan.. saje laa... meraikan mereka berdua nie.. huhu.. hope you guys puas hati ngun our makanan yg disediakan.. rugi abg Li xde kan.. xpe2.. umie dah tapau kan untuk bawak balik kan.. huhu.. 

Saturday, April 2, 2011

MULA yg BARU

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
harini.. bosan sgt... xthu nk buat ape.. and ade lah mase yg terlebih2 sikit.. sambil2 rehat nie.. boleh la nk wat ape2 kan.. ? huhu hurm so, i decided to start my blog again.. but for this one.. i will be more serious about it.. maybe.. sebab xde masa sgt2.. busy dgn isu semasa yg xdapat dibendung. (being a student and a daughter) lpas tue dgn internet problem.. semua kelakuan yg berkaitan dgn internet xdapat diteruskan.. huhu.. hari nie.. cuti hari minggu.. and dh bnyak mggu dah berlalu.. 2011 also have arrived fortunately.. with so much blessing from Him.. Alhamdulillah.. well... it was great.. dis year i was starting my new year in part 3 taking as a diploma student.. haiyakk.. lama lg nk grad doe.. xpe2.. the time will come.. no need to rushed.. the time will wait if we used it right.. huhu.. well.. i have so much gratitude for this year... hurm yeahh.. i finally put on Hijab for real.. :)                   
 since last year masa bulan ramadan aq dh mmg teringin je nk start hijabing nie.. huhu lama2.. alhamdulilahh..so bila nk kluar je.. aq pkai.. klw xpkai.. rasa gak lah tak slesa.. hurmm xthu nk ckp ape lah.. huhu.. now this is me..
simple as that.. i don't really do the tudung lilit3 thing.. but i still try my best to put them right on top of my head actually.. well.. it is not so bad... i feel amazing.. i feel like i'm getting through another part of life.. as a muslim changing into a better person is a good feeling.. mula2.. rasa segan jgk.. yelahh.. everybody is wondering.. "weyh dye dh pkai tudung?" , " bila dye pkai?", or maybe "wahh dh insaf lah dye..!" durrhhh.. but i know all this question will appear so Much.. huhu.. ade lah jgk krisis yg timbul dari isu aq sudah begini.. but xyah lah nk get through sgt story yg tue.. huhu everybody makes mistake.. hurm but the truth is.. 'ADE AKU KESAH' kikikik.. hurm.. another thing is.. from what i was now.. ade org yg cukop lah byak mendorong.. thanks for him <3.. he is the best.. he support everything that i am doing.. he also..now he is the Mr. Right.. huhu.. insyaAllah.. i'm praying for us for the best..

Thursday, September 23, 2010

setelah sekian lama

lama dh xonline...
mcm2 jadi...
mcm2 nk cerita...
tapi xkn nk cerita semua...
antara nye...
pasal kawan...
lpas tue pasal blaja..
pasal raya lg r...
pasal hati..
pasal keikhlasan org tue..
hurm.. keliru dibuatnye bila disebabkan pasal akhlak dan akidah diri..
fikir2 balik..
renung2 balik..
termenung sorg2..
sampai tertido...
bila xtahan.. pegi makan..
pehh sambil tgk tv.. mmg relaks r..
sedar xsedar..sarung seluar pon rase mcm dh xmuat.. owhh dah gemok rupanyer..
hurmm.. xboleyh jadi nie..
diri sorg2...
terkenang..
bila rezeki datang...
semua nye trima dgn tanagn terbuka.. tapi still dgn xsure..
mcm mner lahh tue.. hurmm

setelah sekian lama wak.. hurm

Friday, August 13, 2010

A PIECE OF RAMADHAN DAT YOU SHOULD TAKE NOTE

Ramadhan: Bulan Mengendalikan Hawa Nafsu

Sering kita mengatakan atau mendengar bahwa puasa (shaum) adalah berfungsi untuk menundukkan hawa nafsu buruk kita. Namun, yang dimaksud sekadar menahan nafsu makan dan minum, tidak berbohong, tidak bertengkar atau aktiviti lain yang bersifat moral semata- mata. Sekiranya faktanya sedemikian rupa maka sebenarnya telah terjadi penyempitan makna dari menundukkan hawa nafsu itu sendiri. Allah SWT berfirman:


وَمَا يَنْطِقُ عَنِ الْهَوَى إِنْ هُوَ إِلاَّ وَحْيٌ يُوحَى
Tiadalah yang diucapkannya itu (al-Quran dan al-Hadist) menurut kemauan hawa nafsunya. Ucapannya itu tiada lain hanyalah wahyu yang diwahyukan (kepadanya). [TMQ An-Najm (53): 3-4) ]

Dalam ayat di atas, Allah SWT secara tegas menjelaskan bahwa hawa nafsu dan wahyu saling berbeza. Hawa nafsu adalah segala bentuk dorongan yang berasal dari dalam diri manusia. Oleh karena itu, hawa nafsu tidak hanya terbatas pada aspek moral sahaja, melainkan meliputi seluruh dorongan ada dalam diri manusia yang terwujud dalam seluruh aktiviti. Sebaliknya, wahyu adalah sesuatu yang diwahyukan oleh Allah kepada Rasulullah saw. berupa perintah dan larangan. Wahyu ini yang harus mengendalikan hawa nafsu manusia. Jika hawa nafsu manusia tidak dibimbing wahyu, ia akan cenderung pada keburukan.


Oleh itu, ketika bulan Ramadhan dikatakan sebagai bulan menundukkan hawa nafsu, maka yang seharusnya terbayang dalam fikiran kita adalah kita mencampakkan dan membuang jauh-jauh seluruh aktiviti yang dilarang oleh Allah SWT. Selain kita meninggalkan aktiviti menyakiti orang lain, kita juga harus meninggalkan amalan-amalan apatah lagi mempropagandakan sekularisma, pluralisma, feminisma, kapitalisma, pornografi, dan fahaman- fahaman sesat lainnya; kita juga harus menghentikan kezaliman terhadap rakyat seperti menaikkan harga minyak yang sepatutnya hak rakyat ini diurus menurut hukum syarak; kita juga harus meninggalkan aktiviti menghalang atau bahkan memfitnah agama dan tajassus (memata-matai) serta menghalang pendakwah Islam.


Kita juga mesti berusaha untuk tidak melakukan transaksi riba, bermuamalah secara kapitalis, berpolitik Maciaveli, bernegara tanpa undang-undang yang dilandasi al-Quran dan Hadis, mempertahankan sistem aturan manusia, berinteraksi dalam masyarakat tanpa disandarkan kepada sistem sosial kemasyarakatan yang Islamik, serta menjalani seluruh kehidupan tanpa syariat Islam. Semua itu mesti kita tinggalkan sebagaimana kita berusaha untuk meninggalkan sifat iri, dengki, sombong, takabur dan seluruh sifat buruk lainnya.


Seterusnya kita harus mengiatkan diri dan bersemangat untuk bersama-sama, tolong- menolong, dan terlibat aktif dalam menjalankan dakwah; menyeru penguasa yang zalim untuk bersegera menerapkan syariat Islam; menyeru masyarakat untuk bersegera terikat dengan syariah, tetapi bukan sebaliknya. Rakyat dinasihati supaya sabar menghadapi kesulitan hidup, sementara penguasa yang menyebabkan kesulitan hidup rakyatnya malah dibiarkan. Ramadhan mewajibkan kaum Muslim terikat dengan aturan Allah SWT, sebagaimana firman-Nya:


وَمَنْ يَبْتَغِ غَيْرَ اْلإِسْلاَمِ دِينًا فَلَنْ يُقْبَلَ مِنْهُ وَهُوَ فِي اْلآخِرَةِ مِنَ الْخَاسِرِينَ
Siapa saja yang menjadikan selain Islam sebagai dîn (agama, sistem hidup) maka tidak akan diterima apapun darinya serta dia di akhirat termasuk orang yang rugi. [TMQ Ali Imran (3): 85]
Allah SWT juga berfirman:

أَفَحُكْمَ الْجَاهِلِيَّةِ يَبْغُونَ وَمَنْ أَحْسَنُ مِنَ اللهِ حُكْمًا لِقَوْمٍ يُوقِنُونَ
Apakah hukum Jahiliah yang mereka kehendaki. Siapakah yang lebih baik hukumnya daripada Allah? [QS al-Maidah (5): 50]

Dari dua ayat di atas tampak jelas bahwa kita diminta untuk berhukum pada apa saja yang telah disyariatkan oleh Allah SWT melalui al-Quran dan Hadis; bukan sebahagian sahaja, tetapi seluruhnya. Itulah hakikat sebenarnya dari usaha untuk menundukkan hawa nafsu. Apabila kita telah mampu menundukkan hawa nafsu sebagai hasil dari puasa kita, kita akan menjadi (insyaAllah) manusia yang benar-benar bertakwa, sebagaimana firman Allah:


يَاأَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ ءَامَنُوا كُتِبَ عَلَيْكُمُ الصِّيَامُ كَمَا كُتِبَ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِنْ قَبْلِكُمْ لَعَلَّكُمْ تَتَّقُونَ
Hai orang-orang yang beriman, diwajibkan atas kalian berpuasa sebagaimana puasa itu diwajibkan atas orang-orang sebelum kalian agar kalian bertaqwa. [TMQ Al-Baqarah (2) 183]

Ramadhan Bulan Utama


Memang benar, bulan Ramadhan adalah bulan yang setiap detik, minit, jam, dan hari-harinya penuh dengan keutamaan. Keutamaan-keutamaan tersebut antara lain :


Pertama: Ramadhan membentuk peribadi Mukmin yang taat secara total kepada Allah SWT dan Rasulullah saw. dalam seluruh perkara yang diperintahkan ataupun yang dilarang-Nya. Tidak ada keraguan di dalam hatinya untuk menjalankan Islam secara kâffah (menyeluruh), baik dalam hal akidah maupun hukum-hukum yang lain seperti: hukum ibadah, makanan, minuman, pakaian, sosial, politik, ekonomi, budaya, pemerintahan, dan sebagainya. Mereka siap untuk mengikuti wahyu Allah SWT yang diturunkan kepada Nabi Muhammad saw. dengan ikhlas dan tawakal.


Kedua: Di aspek lain, pada bulan Ramadhan, Allah SWT menurunkan wahyu berupa al-Quran untuk yang pertama kali. Wahyu inilah yang merupakan sumber hukum untuk dijadikan pemimpin dan panduan kehidupan. Dengan tegas, Allah SWT berfirman:


شَهْرُ رَمَضَانَ الَّذِي أُنْزِلَ فِيهِ الْقُرْءَانُ هُدًى لِلنَّاسِ وَبَيِّنَاتٍ مِنَ الْهُدَى وَالْفُرْقَانِ
Bulan Ramadhan, bulan yang di dalamnya diturunkan al-Quran sebagai petunjuk (hudan) bagi manusia, penjelasan-penjelasan mengenai petunjuk itu (bayyinat) dan pembeda (furqân) (antara haq dan batil). [TMQ al-Baqarah (2): 185]

Ayat ini menjelaskan, bahwa al-Quran diturunkan oleh Allah SWT sebagai petunjuk bagi umat manusia yang mengimaninya; dalil yang jelas dan tegas bagi mereka yang memahaminya, yang terlepas dari kebatilan dan kesesatan; juga merupakan pembeza antara yang haq dan batil, halal dan haram (Lihat: Tafsîr al-Qur’ân al-‘Azhîm, I/269).


Al-Quran bukan kumpulan pengetahuan semata, tetapi juga petunjuk bagi manusia. Al-Quran tidak hanya sekadar dibaca dan dihafalkan saja, melainkan wajib difahami dan diamalkan isinya dalam kehidupan seharian. Nabi saw. dalam berbagai hadisnya menegaskan, bahwa sesiapapun yang berpegang pada al-Quran dan as-Sunnah tidak akan tersesat selama-lamanya. Allah SWT berfirman:


وَمَا ءَاتَاكُمُ الرَّسُولُ فَخُذُوهُ وَمَا نَهَاكُمْ عَنْهُ فَانْتَهُوا
Apa saja yang diperintahkan oleh Rasul, ambillah; apa saja yang dilarang olehnya, tinggalkanlah! [TMQ al-Hasyr (59): 7]

Oleh itu, dapat disimpulkan bahawa setiap perintah yang terdapat dalam al-Quran, adalah mutlak harus dilaksanakan, dan setiap larangannya harus ditinggalkan, baik terasa berat maupun terasa ringan. Yang tertanam dalam hati dan fikiran adalah, “Kami mendengar dan kami patuhi!” Alangkah ruginya orang yang memahami al-Quran tetapi tidak mengamalkannya. Demikian juga bagi orang yang sentiasa menyerukan Islam namun tidak menjalankannya. Apalagi bagi orang yang menjadikan al-Quran sebagai ‘barang dagangan’, suka memutarbelit pemahaman di dalamnya, bahkan mengatakan al-Quran penuh dengan mitos dan buatan Muhammad. Sungguh, orang tersebut bukan hanya orang yang rugi, namun juga dilaknat oleh Allah. Jadi, pada bulan Ramadhan, Allah SWT bukan sekadar memerintahkan kita berpuasa supaya kita bertakwa, tetapi juga menurunkan al-Quran sebagai sumber aturan untuk mencapai ketakwaan .


Ketiga: Allah sungguh Maha Adil, Maha Bijaksana, dan Maha Pengasih, dan Maha Penyayang. Dalam bulan Ramadhan pintu keampunan dibuka oleh Allah seluas-luasnya, syaitan-syaitan dibelenggu agar tidak dapat menggoda manusia untuk berbuat mungkar, pintu-pintu syurga dibuka seluasr-luasnya, dan berbagai kenikmatan Allah dicurahkan. Dalam bulan ini juga terdapat satu malam yang lebih baik daripada 1000 bulan. Itulah malam Lailatul Qadar. Pada malam tersebut untuk pertama kalinya diturunkan al-Quran kepada Rasulullah saw. sebagai petunjuk hidup bagi seluruh umat manusia; bukan hanya bagi kaum Muslim saja, tetapi juga berlaku bagi umat selain Islam. Itulah tanda rahmatan lil ‘alamin-nya Islam.


Wahai kaum Muslimin! Bulan Ramadhan adalah bulan untuk melakukan ketaatan kepada Allah. Sudahkah kita mentaati Allah SWT secara kaffah? Ataukah kita masih tetap membiarkan hidup kita diatur oleh hukum- hukum dari aqal dan hawa nafsu kita? Adakah Ramadhan hanya merupakan tempoh menahan lapar dan haus belaka? Wallâhu a‘lam bi ash-shawâb.

Monday, August 9, 2010

for short

charming when he started to smile and laugh..
very outspoken...and never know how to stop.. : ))
very focused on study.. because he know what he want in future..
always want the best for me..( only i know the best)

p/s kekanda

monoloque kekanda adinda : )


LIRIK LAGU KEKANDA ADINDA – MONOLOQUE & ATILIA
Verse_1
(P) Oh Kekanda jangan irihati, Dinda naik pangkat lagi..
(L) Oh Adinda, Kanda mana dengki, malah Kanda support bini..
Chorus_1:
(P) Jadi Dinda mahu mengambil masa
(L) Tapi Kanda mahu segera,
(P) Dinda ingin berjaya dalam kerjaya,
(L) Tapi Kanda mahu cahaya mata,
(P) Dinda belum bersedia,
(L) Kanda dah beria ria,
(P) Jadi yg mana satu?
(P+L) Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,
Verse _2:
(L) Oh Adinda, tolong jangan lekas curiga, lekas cemburu buta
(P) Oh Kekanda, Dinda perlu berhati hati ,tak rela dikongsi,
Chorus_2
(L) Kanda kerja overtime, terlebih masa,
(P) Itu yg Dinda harus berwaspada,
(L) Ini semua demi masa depan keluarga,
(P) Dengan Dinda atau sebaliknya?
(L) Kanda kerja malam,
(P) Dinda kerja siang,
(L) Jadi bila nak bertemu?
(P+L)Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,
Bridge:
(P) Oh adiwira, dewataku, mari ikut cara Dinda!
(L) Oh Tun Teja, intan permata, mari ikut cara Kanda!
(P+L) bagaimana? bagaimana kita nak selesaikannya?
apa keputusannya?
Verse-3
(P) Oh Kekanda mari Nyawa, kita cuba komunikasi!
(L) Oh Adinda mari Sayang, kita cuba toleransi!
Chorus_3
(P+L) Walau kita janji sehidup semati, kita berlainan,
(L) Kanda polar kutub Utara,
(P) Dinda kutub Selatan
(P+L) komunikasi, sikap toleransi! itu yg kita perlu,
(P+L)Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,
coda*
(L) Walau kita sering dgn cara masing2,
(P)Kanda yg Perdana,
(L) Dinda yg Utama,
(P)Kanda sgalaNya..
(L) Dindalah Nyawa,
(P+L) kita tetap bahagia bila bersama sama
bahagia bersama,
bersama slamanya,
bahagia slama- lamanya!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

thanks but no thanks

da first day.. you were so delighted..
then again.. you become more passioned..
continued to be more warmth..
suddenly the funny of you appeared and it was beautiful..
but i know its not truly sincere..
if there is a bit.. then more of it is a lie..
maybe its happened for my own good..
but how could it be...
but how it do we met??
for what reason??
i'm asking for a question..
but i was got nothing...and nothing to be prove.. i just let it happened in your way..
all dis while.. i always looking at half of full glass.. but you just look at as a half empty..
i disappointed a bit.. but i wont regret..
i believe what i believe..and i trust what i trust.. and all the pain i can just swallowed it easily like hell..
and dont think i cannot do dat..
and i'm doing it right now.. :) thanks

Sunday, July 11, 2010

it's hard..

I love Freindship, 
Friendship is a hard relationship, 
Between people, 
 
 
, 
Friend's are world's greatest thing's, 
You are also a freind of someone, 
A friend shares all your sorrows, 
He helps you in yor difficulties, 
As a freind should do, 
Be sure to become a goood friend, 
Otherwise your friend will become yor enemy, 
FOREVER AN EVER! 

Thursday, July 1, 2010

flightless bird..

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins 
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys 
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair 
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere 

Have I found you 
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth 
Big pill looming 

Now I'm a fat house cat 
Nursing my sore blunt tongue 
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks 
Pissing on magazine photos 
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold 
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream 

Have I found you 
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth 
Big pill stuck going down


finally i found dis song.. it's from first twilight's movie.. the part when bella and edward was dancing under like a beautiful white hut..

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

dh bosan sgt!

oh gosh...
knp lambat sgt nk start klas nie..
dh bosan sgt nie...
1, 2, 3, 4... 4 hari lg kne tggu..... =/
hurm hari2 buat bnd same...
watching tv.. rest in my room.. then layan si mukabuku nie.. huhuhu
when hear about a couples of my friends dah start blaja.. huh.. jeles nye!
ppffftt...ugh!
xpew2... kemas2 lah barang dulu.. hurmm
dhla hostel dh tukar.. bilik makin kecik...
barang2 aq pulak dhla lg bnyak dr furniture yg di providekan.. cmner eyk..
knw bawak barang sikit ker???
hurmm... owhh xbleyh2.. my things is always gonna be with me..
hurm so new roomate..
klw barang sye mengganggu anda.. harap maaf yer.. bg thu la kat sye nnt.. nnt sye btol2 kan..
huhu.. hurm talk about new bilik aq nie..
loker nye! wow.. muat2 untuk bju seminggu jew...
ahhh... xbest2..
nk hostel lme...huhuhu...